So I’m making a bunch of posts all at once. I have a tendency to get excited and fixated on something when it’s new and then get distracted or bored or overwhelmed from it. I’m getting out as much as I can as fast as I can right now but I hope I still continue to write here on a regular basis.
This is almost like my public diary for the few random strangers who stumble upon it or the few limited people I tell about it.
Maybe I’ll keep a dream journal here too on the occasions I remember my dreams long enough to sign onto my laptop and publish here.
In my mind and imagination, I’m super eloquent and poised with my words. In reality, I’m just splattering them out here. When I speak out loud, I’m at a loss for my words though… I have to churn them over and over in my head. Probably just the stress from the past several years.
i’m hoping that over time, if I keep writing here, I can find that inner voice, the elegant poised one.